Saturday, December 12, 2009
Hello.
I know i havent blogged for the longest time ever.
For the sake of anyone who still read my blog but seldom talks to me, i have been dancing quite abit! haha back to dancing! :)
Anyway i just ended a conversation w the
ex bf.
Erm, its alil surprising that we actually spoke for an hour.. And ya as usual, him updating bout his life, his studies n bla.
I guess i was alil hit by the fact that he's attached now. On top of that, the feeling of inferior returned. I know i know, actually i shouldnt feel anything! But o well. Like i say, when i reminisced those times, i really felt i deserved much more rather than the sad ending. Then, the only reason for the break up he gave me was that he wasnt ready for a rship. Its just the blatant truth, for the infidelity and taking everything of what i've done for granted.
And now....? Ya i had already come to term that if a person wants to leave, any reason given would just be plain excuse. I know it seems silly to be lamenting bout this when its like half a yr ago already.
All in all....
I must emphasize here that im not trying to let anyone know that im still not over this, but i guess to totally forget this entire shit aint that easy. Tho im pretty sure that im glad im outta this shit long ago. O well. I think im just........... petty.
:)
Anyway! prelims in 3 mths time. OH GOSH. Look at how time flies!!?!
On a lighter note,
Im pretty much happy girl lately. The best thing that happened not too long ago was i had so much fantabulous times at Ade's 21st! HUGGS-
W the dnd karen, and ling ard! XO XO.
alrights.
gonna go back to my microecons now!
i know econs is fun~
bye peeps!
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10:13 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
The longer i stay here...
the more stressful i get.. :(
save me :(
skip this 12 workin day..
i thought imma duracell. :(
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4:06 PM
Just had a 2 hour long lunch....
This time ruond, the lunch company was pretty good.
As compared to ytd. which i thought that i lost ALL my appetite with seeing Y and SA.
-.-"
okay. So much food for thought today.......
The adult world = The real world = Its better to close one eye , given certain situation, shutting both eyes wil be even better...
:(
:(
:(
I dont wanna get married.
Its not easy to climb, its not even easy to be a woman. Its not easy to stay in a marriage.
:(
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2:20 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Counting down to the last day of work.
I cant wait to end this.
15 more day
i think the 3 mths "internship" has bring me thru many many things.
So much that, i think its enough as of now.
Just wanna go back to school life now......
So many things to look forward to, ya know?
anyway.. i've made up my mind.
it was indeed really short and sweet..
Thanks for including me into all ur plans, be it now or future...
But i really, really cldnt visioned myself in them, with u.
i'm sorry.I rather not waste ur time & effort than to realise at the end of the day,
We still wont work out.
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